It should be really intense, because you put your existence in your “friend’s” hands. It means jumping into what life has put in front of you with trust. Whatever your life challenges you with, is all for your own good, even if it brings some suffering. You can learn from all of it and grow. It’s all a lesson, that’s all.
It means relying on your “friend’s” words and obeying them.
You must give your life to your “friend”. You must trust him, believe in him. Feel his love and comfort. Every minute of your day.
It brings hope and love. Who can experience trust, will experience love. Love melts all blockages.
More you put yourself into it, more you depend on your friend’s” love. More you love him. Your “friend” becomes more real than outside (so called real) world.
Thank you!