This is a good question if you want to test how strong your relationship with your spiritual guide (“friend”) is.
If everything around you is falling apart, but you can take refuge in your spiritual guide’s comfort and love, than you are on right track.
It is vital not to believe in yourself and your own forces. Instead, let your “friend” fight for you. Your “friend” is much more powerful than you. After all, he is of divine nature, right?
You can have a feeling that “real” world is less real than world you have created with your “friend”. This means, you are doing right things in your path to recovery. Continue to build relationship with your “friend”.
Thank you!