I have found out recently that small warts on my left foot toes are gone or going. I have already verified with Dr. Janice Walton-Hadlock that this is another sign of recovering.
Continue reading “32a. Recovery symptom – warts gone or going”31a. Monster mind
If you have PD you are probably aware that you are constantly hearing this voice in your head. Voice which is analytical, always on lookout for the danger. This is our protective mind which is doing it’s best to keep us alive. Symptoms usually increase when this voice is strong. When we feel unsafe.
Continue reading “31a. Monster mind”30a. Being perfectionist
Being perfectionist is common characteristic of PD personality. We want to figure out everything, know every aspect of things, do everything punctually, by the book. In other words, we want to control everything.
Continue reading “30a. Being perfectionist”29a. Jump
Parkinson’s recovery requires complete breakdown of communication with our ego. All of our thoughts have to be replaced with thoughts produced via communication with our spiritual guide (“friend”). Really, all of them.
Continue reading “29a. Jump”28a. Is “real” world real?
This is a good question if you want to test how strong your relationship with your spiritual guide (“friend”) is.
Continue reading “28a. Is “real” world real?”27a. How strong the relationship with your “friend” should be?
It should be really intense, because you put your existence in your “friend’s” hands. It means jumping into what life has put in front of you with trust. Whatever your life challenges you with, is all for your own good, even if it brings some suffering. You can learn from all of it and grow. It’s all a lesson, that’s all.
Continue reading “27a. How strong the relationship with your “friend” should be?”26a. Sharing
We should be mentally sharing everything we do with our spiritual guide (friend). Every thought, every action.
Continue reading “26a. Sharing”25a. Is your “friend” for real?
It is often emphasized on this blog that, in order to recover from Parkinson’s one needs to develop live, intense, sincere relationship with his spiritual guide. One that makes him laugh and feel safe. Of course, person can ask is this enough? Is this kind of recovery for real? Is your “friend” for real?
Continue reading “25a. Is your “friend” for real?”24a. Hitting the wall
While fighting Parkinson’s it is normal that you hit the wall sometimes. For example, no matter how hard you try to recover, you do not see change in symptoms, or you even see symptoms changing for worse. In those occasions it is normal to lose your spirits.
Continue reading “24a. Hitting the wall”23a. Feeling loved
You all probably have heard saying: “Love melts all blockages”. I believe this is also applicable for Parkinson’s recovery.
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