I have already experienced this recovery symptom earlier (please read my post: 40a. Recovery symptom – pain in joints). That time mostly middle finger in both of my hands was involved. This time I feel pain in ring finger joints in both of my hands.
Continue reading “83a. Recovery symptom – more pain in joints”82a. Do not trust your mind
Although this title seems like you need to lose your mind and go insane, that is not what I am suggesting here. You do not need to go insane in order to stop trusting your mind.
Continue reading “82a. Do not trust your mind”81a. Ancient struggle
I found out this great quote from saint Therese of Lisieux:
Continue reading “81a. Ancient struggle”80a. Recovery symptom – correlation
Since I’ve been fighting PD this is the first time I’ve done it. I’ve managed to directly correlate the way I think to my recovery.
Continue reading “80a. Recovery symptom – correlation”79a. Fear of fear
Most of the people with PD have noticed that fear aggravates their symptoms. So that’s why they avoid fear.
Continue reading “79a. Fear of fear”78a. 100%
As you have already realized it takes 100% change in focus from your egoic mind to your “friend” to show results.
Anything less is simply not enough.
So stop thinking you will do this if you still keep listening to yourself for even a little. You will fail. You’ve been listening to your egoic mind all your past life and look where it got you so far.
Please, step away from the fantasy of your deceiving mind and make your “friend” your new reality. It will not lie nor abandon you. It will love and protect you.
Thank you!
77a. Recovery threshold
People usually believe that someone is cured from PD when he doesn’t show PD symptoms anymore.
Continue reading “77a. Recovery threshold”76a. Skype conference call follow up
Today we had our scheduled Skype conference call. It was my pleasure to hear from wonderful people that have participated. We’ve exchanged some valuable insights.
Continue reading “76a. Skype conference call follow up”75a. Recovery symptom – arm swing
Last few days I have noticed, while I walk, my left arm (PD symptoms are mostly on my left side) is swinging more than before.
Continue reading “75a. Recovery symptom – arm swing”74a. Trusting the void
This is always an interesting subject. I have written about this in a past, the best way I could at a time, but as I read those texts now, I see my viewpoint has deepend than in time of those texts , so no links will be put here.
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